用英语翻译几个简单的句子

1。I have ever fall in love with her secretly,and i get up the courage to tell her later。Unluckily,i made a fool of oneself in trying to be smart。
2。Everytime,she occurs to my mind,i feel so sorry for what i had done which had brought bad effects to her。i raised lots of scenes to apologize to her,but it is because of my weakness or other reasons that made it down the drain。i feel i am the most stupid guy in the world。
3。I still remember i wrote a letter in which i want to apologize to her in the Junior high school, but i didn't accept it。ah。。。