谁能用英文帮我翻译一下《如果我变成回忆》的歌词?

as usual trying to be clear in tired
as usual deeply missing you
so scary about a heartbeat in a dream
are not subservient to a halt
listening to breath like a wave of swing with
more beautiful,and much perturbed
so what else can i cherish?
if my own pulse refused my control……
if i quitted out of this life to become memories
leave you stunned scy
i can't give you a cold body hug
leave you my love in a lonely sea travel
so heartless caused myself-hating
if i were not so lucky to be merories
no chance with hair white
leading you to see sunset fall for holding stumble
long time after your whole hurt being healed
if anyone could let him acompany you,no blame frome me
happy time will end in anytime
which was the last moment
want you hugged deeply
see you're my life the most reluctant to lose
if i quitted out of this life to become memories
leave you stunned scy
i can't give you a cold body hug
leave you my love in a lonely sea travel
so heartless caused myself-hating
if i were not so lucky to be merories
no chance with hair white
leading you to see sunset fall for holding stumble
long time after your whole hurt being healed
if anyone could let him acompany you,no blame frome me
if i become memories to fear being disappointing
lay stubborn in your air occupied every inch of your mind
still it is you to bear the painful lose
no fair,so it is。
please ,try hard,to forget me……
个人认为中译英比较难搞,尤其是歌词这种东西,感情啊,韵律啊,都很重要
……没听过这曲子,不过歌词写得很不错……恩
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