请帮大家帮我翻译以下成英文,感激不尽!

Hello!You know what?I had a very happy school days,Unfortunately,after I made a mistake,causing me to leave school do not read,because I found my classmates,who do not like around me。People do not hurt do not cry。I do not want good-bye to you,because you are not given what I want。I would like to return to China to see a doctor,because I will not be in English,in the end I can not specifically tell how a doctor。You see,only you did not the courage to face,and fear can not be resolved,so we're just using drugs to help me。I would like to ask you one,if I were you,what would you do?Be even more crazy than I do?To tell the truth,I really do not happy over the past few years。I am really lonely,why I am the only one,I do not want this!