帮帮我这些英语是什么意思我女朋友写的

帮帮我这些英语是什么意思我女朋友写的i know you are to love me,otherwise how so to care for me,I also know I am in pretending not to love you ,I am to love you in fact ,you know the doctrine that billowiness does not decide neither ,I want to let you know my heart neither,because of not hoping for me see you pay I am very much far away from you still more,though in Shenzhen,but my heart you know what every day together with you?I become absent because of having you lonely......