英语翻译究竟是我在玩弄世界还是世界玩弄了我?这样的残缺不堪,已经不是以前的我.我爱的人,那个我很爱的人,永远也不会知道这

Am I playing the world or is the world playing me?Such incompletion,this is not what I used to be。The one I love,the one I so love,may never know this special love。And,I chose to leave,and bravely face this cruel world aloneeven without your company。