song of myself赏析

the truth is tearing up my hearti can't recognize this placethe endless road without a stop signcan't even find a stranger this timewhy am i still holding back my tearsin this loneliness there's nothing to fearevery chord still seems a wonderhow we could be togetherevery time i ask if thiswould be the lastwhy am i still talking to myselfhoping you will have the keys to my sellevery song might calm the weatherbut it just draws me deeperhow do i get out of thisi think i never will……a crystal forming in the eyemaybe this would be the last the winding path down my facetill i begin to taste the bitterness inside i never will……