英语翻译It rained heavily today.Did god cry?Sadness is full of a

英语翻译It rained heavily today.Did god cry?Sadness is full of all my days.I even couldn't remember my previous smile,the pure and happy ones.I don't know how to say and what to say.You said whatever the world change,life would go on.So,you'll be fine,ok?I am bad.And,I am sad.My life was ,is and will be dark ,with no sushine.Because I am so terrible.But I still hope and strongly believe you,a good guy and kind man can have a wonderful future.There is a beatiful,kind and sincerely girl.There is filled with happinesses,cares and lights.There are many flowers,sweets,`````` not angers and tears.My dear,sorry.Now,the bad girl decide to go.This time,you are calm.I think you must be very tired,too.Even no words.You really should be lucky that such an ugly ghost will leave you.