我真的很不甘心，这个句子用英语怎么说？

I don't really want to reconcile! reconcile甘心

i really don't reconsile to it

I'm really unwilling. unwilling a. 1. 不愿意的;不情愿的;厌恶的

I am really not reconciled. reconcil:使甘心,这里是被动.

I really refuse to take it.