英语翻译I must not look to have,but in their stead curses,not lo

英语翻译I must not look to have,but in their stead curses,not loud but deep,mouth honour,breath which the poor heart would fain deny and dare not.一定要翻懂哦,翻译器的就算了你们自己看得懂么。我是要理解后做题的 mouth honour是拍马屁的意思。但是整句句子意思怎么理解？