英语翻译Long time haven’t write English diary,during that time h

英语翻译Long time haven’t write English diary,during that time happened a lot of things,for example:about my study、my emotion,my future.About my study,it is take me so much pressure,the terminal examination,especially the College English Test-Band 4,the kinds of test really make me upset.About my emotion,I don’t know how to describe.It arise some contradictions between us.If it doesn’t be solved,maybe we will break up.Before this time,it could make me sad,but now I don’t care.To be honest,I give him a lot of chance; it’s just say he doesn’t cherish.About my future,I really want to go to the northeast,I love there environment,I love there snow,I love there intonation,more importantly,my heart is look forward to there.